Survival

At this point I'm in survival mode I have one option and only one choice. Failure is not in my vocabulary as I go though. I have no choice but to figure this out and not only survivor it but to come out on top. To come out being the best that I can be. I will come out on top but in order to come out on top I need to work on a few things. I need to fix my life cause right now I'm in a fight for my life.

I sometime feel like I'm in a boxing ring and I'm getting my ass kicked. Each time I try to get up I get kicked back down, but I'm not taking this anymore this is my time and I will survive though this. I will come out on top with flying colors. I will win not only the match, but I will win the battle..

 

I need to start working on me though. I've been working out for thirty minutes a day, I've been reading
 ten pages a day of a book, and I've been reading the bible daily.Now though I need to take what I am reading and put it into effect of what I am doing with my life. I need to take each task and break it down.

So tomorrow I'm keeping track of my time. What I do with my time. what I should be doing with my time. I'm going to focus my time on fighting this battle in order to win the battle. Failure is not an choice I have to fight.